Saturday, June 25, 2011

Peace and Quiet!

Well, it's been a few weeks since my last blog.  It has been crazy trying to complete the details of Niki's impending wedding and our Summer Day Camp that began this past week.  My mind has no shut off mode right now.  But that's ok.  I like it that way.  But I find myself getting up in the mornings only to, rush to get ready, rush to get to our facility, rush to make sure everything is ready before the campers get there, then it seems like I rush through the rest of my day.  Only to wake up the next morning and do it all over again.  I believe I'm not the only one like that.  I know others do the same thing everyday.  But here's what I learned this week.

One of our Day Camper's taught me a valuable lesson.  During our camp we feed the kids a wholesome lunch and for some of these kids it's the only meal they get the whole day during the summer.  Christopher, a 10 year old, bright eyed, buck tooth, adorable boy was sitting at a booth enjoying his meal along with a couple of girls.   These girls were having a great time talking and giggling like young girls will do.  But Christopher, who is ADHD and Autistic was not appreciating the noise they were making.  So with his arms stretched out, and a very serious look on his face, looked over at them and said, "Can I get just five minutes of peace and quiet!"  "Just five minutes!"  As you can imagine, I was rolling in my seat.  I'm sure he heard a teacher or one of his parents say that, but coming from a 10 year old it was hysterical.  It also shut those girls up.  But this morning was the first morning this week that I have had the chance to get up, get my coffee, go out and sit on my front porch, open God's Word and just take in His presence.  What a sweet calmness it gave me.  As I pondered on the events over the past week, I kept picturing Christopher saying those words.  Then it hit me.  God was trying to get my attention!  "Just five minutes of peace and quiet!"  If you know me well, then you know relaxing for me is working.  It is so hard for me to sit still and do nothing.  Even when I sit, my foot is stomping or I'm humming.  I can't just sit and relax.  Especially my mind.  It is always churning. 

Psalms 46:10 reads, "Be still and know that I am God."  That one little passage of scripture packs a huge message.  See, to be still literally means to be at rest; free from noise or sound.  In order for us to hear God and truly commune with Him, we must make still our mind and body.  Free ourselves from the noise of the world and our mind so we can hear His gentle voice as He leads us beside quiet waters, and restores our soul.  As He guides us in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.  As His Spirit renews us with His love and peace.

It's amazing what I can learn from the innocence of a child.  But God knows our heart and He knows what captures our attention and will use it to make His point everytime.  We just have to be seeking Him in order for Him to reveal it to us.  God desires for us to rest.  He desires for us to clear our minds so we can take in His word, understand it, absorb it, and then apply it to our daily lives.  The only way we can do that is if we make it a habit to take, as in the words of sweet little Christopher, "just five minutes of peace and quiet."  Obviously, five minutes is not a long time.  But take time each day and dedicate it to being still to hear from God.  Oh, how He longs for us to just be quiet! 

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland, KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

We're Still Here!

O.K. So is everyone as tired as I am of hearing all the jokes and conversations surrounding the "impending end of the world" that did not happen .  However, I would be remiss if I didn't at least touch on it a bit.  So here goes.  First of all, for whatever reason this man had for going public with his prediction and setting a whole bunch of people into a tailspin of selling off personal belongings and running their credit cards to the max and even spending their life savings, I'm sure he had no idea he would cause such a ruccus.  After all, this is a well educated man who has lived a life claiming to be a Christian.   So how did he come to the conclusion that he knows more than anyone on this subject?  How is it that he thought he could determine the demise on the earth?  Just like a fish to a hook, it is for sure that Satan dangled the bait, hooked him, and reeled him right in.  I am no theologian, but here are some things I know for sure:

First, it is clear in God's Word that we do not know the time or the day in which He will come.  (1 Th. 5:1-2, Rev. 19:15).  We clearly could not handle that information.  Case in point, all of those who went wild spending all of their savings because of one man's prediction.  God created us.  He knows us better than anyone.  He knows how we will react to everything.  He is omnipitant, all knowing, we are not! 

Secondly, God's Word is very clear about our purpose on this earth.  We are to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ.  Being a living testimony of the grace and mercy God has shown to us that while we were sinners, He demonstrated His love for us by dying on the cross, then being resurrected from death, and now is seated at the right hand of the Father waiting for that moment when God tells him to go get His bride, which is the church. 

We are not put here to predict our future.  We are not put here to scare people into believing something man has conjured up.  We are not here to spread false doctrine by taking the Bible, God's Holy Word, and making people believe something it's not.  We are on this earth to love others with the love of Christ.  We are here to serve others with the love of Christ.  We are here to share the gospel of Christ with those who do not have a relationship with Him, so they will have the opportunity to receive the gift of His salvation. 

This past month, there have been casatrophic events that have taken place that, to many who are seeking, could easily believe someone giving in detail, information that this could be it for the world.  So here's my thought on the matter.  If so many people can believe a false doctrine so easily, why is it so hard for true believers, that put their faith and trust in God alone, to share the true gospel of Christ with the lost.  The field is ripe for harvest!  This past weekend proved that.  People will grab hold of anything.  We, as Christians should step up and be as bold as we ever have.  The time is drawing near.  Although we don't know the date and time, we do know Christ is coming to take us to our heavenly home.  One of my favorite passages of Scripture is found in Acts 4 when Peter and John appeared before the Sanhedrin and were questioned about why they were spreading the gospel.  After sharing the gospel boldly with the Sanhedrin, they saw the courage Peter and John had and the miracle of the crippled man that had just been performed, and knew these men had been with Jesus during His ministry on earth.  They ordered them to stop speaking or teaching in the name of Jesus.   But Peter and John again were bold and in verse 19-20 told them, "Judge for yourselves whether it is right in God's sight to obey you rather than God.  For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard."  Wow!  Could I be that bold?  Could you be that bold if confronted with what you believe?  Then it gets better!  After Peter and John were released, they went back to their own people and reported what had happened.  This is what true faith looks like.  They didn't try to come up with a plan on their own.  They didn't form a committee to plan a strategy.  They immediately raised their voices together in prayer to God.  Wow!  Their prayer was simply to ask God to enable His servants to speak His word with great boldness. (vs. 29)   After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken and they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.  What an incredible example of true faith in action!

Maybe we need to, as believers, come together and agree and raise our voices to God and ask Him to enable us to speak boldly the gospel.  What would happen?  I would love to find out wouldn't you?  Yes, the time will come, soon, when Christ appears to gather the church and take us to our eternal home.  How are you preparing?  Are you spending your life savings?  Are you focused on what you can do for yourself before that day comes?  Are you putting things above serving God?  Or are you boldly speaking about Jesus Christ and the sacrifice He made for us, so those who don't know him may know the truth.  Just like Peter, John and the number of believers that day, I want my life to reflect true faith, so the ground under my feet will shake.

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland,  KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/

Friday, April 22, 2011

A Royal Wedding

Well, it has been over a month since my last blog.  It has been very busy here in the mountains of Eastern Kentucky.  Our ministry has seen alot of changes over the past month with mission teams pouring themselves into Club 180 and the community here in Cumberland, KY.  We have seen God do amazing things and have been witness to 16 young people giving their life to Christ.  Wow!  That just sets my soul on fire! 

Today as I am writing, it is the observance of Good Friday.  As a Christian, this day in history signifies what my Lord and Savior did for me.  Jesus was born of a virgin, lived a sinless life, then took the sins of the world upon Him, was scorned, beaten, and mocked, then crucified on a cross.  The thought of what he went through for me, rips at my soul.  Just to know that He loves me so much that He would endure such pain and then die for me.  Isaiah 53:5 says, "But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed."  Romans 5:8 says, "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."  It doesn't matter what I've done, the sins I've commited, Christ still loved me enough to die for me.  Wow! 

Now, I'm not getting on a soapbox here, but as I got up this morning, read my Bible, drank my coffee, then turned on the t.v. to catch a glimpse of the news before I get my day going.  I noticed as the national news show I watch was telling each other, "Happy Good Friday", there was no mention of Jesus, or the significance of what this day is really about.  Instead all that was talked about was the royal wedding of Kate and William.  Don't get me wrong, I am a hopeless romantic and love the story of their fairytale romance and upcoming wedding.  But today, one of the most important days in history, shouldn't they be talking about what Jesus Christ did for us?  That He gave His life for us? That He was crucified on a cross for our sins?  I turned the t.v. off and began thinking about what I had just witnessed.  It was like watching the soldiers at the foot of the cross casting lots.  It was heartbreaking.  How can this world be so blinded by its own desires and self-centeredness that it doesn't recognize on this most important day the greatest man in history, Jesus Christ. 

Then my mind started thinking about the royal wedding.  Why are we so wrapped up in this story.  We can't get away from it.  It's on the t.v..  It's on all the magazines at the check-out lines.  It's even on the radio.  We don't even know them.  Yes, most of us have watched Prince William grow up, in the news, but we don't have any ties to either of them.  So, what is the fascination?  I believe it's the fairytale.  I believe it's a real live Cinderella story unfolding before our eyes.  Not that Kate lived in an attic and cleaned for a wicked stepmother and two stepsisters.  But I can remember as a little girl, my friends and I used to dream of being married to a prince.  The thought of living in a castle and wearing beautiful flowing gowns just captured the heart of every little girl after reading fairytales like Cinderella.

But here's the thing.  We are living out a real fairytale.  If you have a relationship with Christ, He is your Prince.  In the Bible, John tells us in Revelation 19:11, "I saw heaven standing open and there before me was a white horse, whose rider is called Faithful and True.  With justice he judges and makes war.  His eyes are like blazing fire, and on his head are many crowns.  He has a name written on him that no one knows but he himself.  He is dressed in a robe dipped in blood, and his name is the Word of God.  The armies of heaven were following him, riding on white horses and dressed in fine linen, white and clean.  Out of his mouth comes a sharp sword with which to strike down nations. He will rule with an iron sceptor.  He treads the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God Almighty.  On his robe and on his thigh he has this name written: KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS.

That's my King!  One day He is coming to get me and all who call Him Lord and Savior.  That's a true story that we can anticipate.  Why aren't we out telling this story to those who don't know Christ?  Why aren't we getting ready for this Royal Wedding?  We are a part of it.  We know the people involved in this story.  We are in this Wedding.  Here's what the rest of the story says, "Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea.  I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.  And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, 'Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them.  They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes.  There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.'  He said to me: 'It is done.  I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End.'" Revelation 21:1-4,6  That's how our story ends!  I will gladly exchange a castle for the new heaven.  One where there is no pain, no death, no tears.  I can't wait for that day when I can bow at my Savior's feet and praise Him in all His glory.  What a Royal Wedding that will be!

I don't think it's coincidence that this Easter as we reflect on what the cross means, then celebrate our Lord and Savior's resurrection, and the promise of eternal life with Him, that the world is getting ready for the celebration of a royal wedding.  I think this is the perfect opportunity for Christians to spread the gospel message and tell the good news of our own Royal Wedding soon to come. 

May you have a glorious Easter!

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland,  KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/

Friday, March 4, 2011

Freedom Represented

My husband and I just got back from a much needed weekend getaway with some friends of ours at a lake house just outside of Tuscaloosa, AL.  Terry loves to fish and that's exactly what he, along with two of his friends did all weekend.  We haven't seen these friends in about a year, so it was good to share what God has been up to in each of our lives.  It was an incredible time!

In order for us to get to Tuscaloosa from where we are, we travel through Knoxville, Chattanooga, then into Alabama via Interstate 59.  When we get to Birmingham, we take 459 toward Tuscaloosa.  It is a very long drive!  Eight hours to be exact!  But when you hit 459 just outside of Birmingham there stands a replica of The Statue of Liberty.  I don't know if you have ever driven this route, but if you have, chances are you have seen this statue.  It is eye catching and stands 31 feet in the air.  I have often wondered as we have driven past why it is there.  The obvious, would be it represents "freedom."  As it is a replica of the original on Ellis Island, New York, that was given as a gift to us from the people of France and is an iconic symbol of independence and freedom.  This time, when we got home, I finally remembered to look it up and research this particular statue to find out it's significance.  It turns out the founder of Liberty Insurance had it made to represent his insurance company as an advertising gimic.  But as I drive past this enormous statue, I can't help but to automatically see it as a symbol of the freedom that we have living in the United States.  I even feel a since of patriotism that wells up inside as I pass it, knowing I am a citizen of this great nation.  It almost makes me want to start singing the national anthem.  Especially in this day and time when there is such turmoil in the world, I praise God everyday for the blessings He has placed on this country and the freedoms we have.

But along that same stretch of interstate about an hour away from that statue there stands another.  It's a cross that is three dimensional and stands about 100 feet atop a hill leading to a Baptist Church.  Again, you can't miss this cross.  It is huge!  As we drive past it, I realize how much bigger this cross is compared to the replica of the Statue of Liberty and the even greater significance it has.  You see, I am reminded that while I am blessed to be a citizen of the United States of America and I am able to enjoy the freedom within this great nation because of those who have fought to sustain the freedom that this country was built upon, I am still a foreigner here.  This is not my true home.  That cross, a symbol of scorn and shame,  represents the freedom I have to live in eternity with my Savior and King, bought and paid for by His blood for my sins.  One of my favorite passages of scripture reminds me of  that.  "But our citizenship is in heaven.  And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body." Philippians 3:20-21. 

My freedom comes through faith.  Faith in knowing one day that the things of this world will pass away and I will live in heaven for eternity with my Heavenly Father.  2 Timothy 4:8 says, "Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day - and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing."  Although those of us who are fortunate enough to live in a nation that allows us to vote, worship our Lord and Savior, enjoy a quality of life that many other countries do not have, this is all just temporary.  The freedom given to us through the shedding of the blood of Jesus Christ, who is now seated at the right hand of the Father, is for eternity.  For those who have accepted and confess Him as their Savior and believe in His promises will live with Him in heaven forever.  Yes, I am patriotic when it comes to the United States.  But I am passionate about Jesus Christ.  That passion wells up in my spirit and I can't help but give Him all the praise and honor for loving me that much to sacrifice His life in order that I may live with Him forever!

There is a praise song that I love to sing and has become an anthem to living a Christian life and the hope that comes from knowing that one day Jesus Christ, when His Father says it's time, will come and take me home.  The words are, "Through you the blind will see.  Through you the mute will sing.  Through you the dead will rise.  Through you our hearts will praise.  Through you the darkness flees.  Through you my heart screams I am free.  I am Free to Run, I am Free to Dance, I am Free to Live for You, I am Free.  Through you the kingdom comes.  Through you the battle's won.  Through you I'm not afraid.  Through you the price is paid.  Through you there's victory.  Because of you my heart screams, I AM FREE!"  Yes, it's only through Him we are truly free.

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland, KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

There's Something About That Name

A friend of mine posted on her FB page the other day part of an old hymn that says, "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, there's just something about that name."  If you are familiar with that hymn, you probably sang the lyrics just now as you read it.  That's what happened to me the other day.  I began singing it and found myself singing it all day.  There's just something about His name.  Jesus!  My Lord and Savior.  My first love. 

Everyday I am reminded of God's promises and love for me as I spend time with Him and as I read His Word.  It's like getting a love letter and it's new and fresh everytime I read it.  That's what makes me smile when I hear the sound of His name. Jesus!  Just to know He loves me and lavishes His love on me every single day is all I need.  1 John 3:1 says, "How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!"  There never has and never will be a love greater than that of His love for us.  I get excited when I think about that.  I want to share the rest of that hymn with you and I want you to think about your relationship with Jesus as you read or sing these words. 

          Jesus, Jesus, Jesus; there's just something about that name!  Master, Savior, Jesus,
          like the fragrance after the rain.  Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, let all heaven and earth proclaim:
          Kings and kingdoms will all pass away, but there's just something about that name!

What does Jesus mean to you?  Just mentioning His name, does it make you smile from the inside out?  As I think about Jesus' name, I wonder how His Father in Heaven felt when He heard the angel tell Joseph that he and Mary would have a son and they were to name him "Jesus."  To hear his Sons name be spoken into this world.  The joy that He must have felt at that moment.  The one whose name means "the Lord saves."  The one whom He sent to save the world.  There is great significance in his name.  The joy Mary and Joseph must have felt the moment their baby was born and they had the privilege of introducing Jesus to the world knowing the significance of who He was.  Most of us when we were born were named because of a popular name at the time, some were born with a name that has been carried down through the family for generations.  Some people are born with names that lend a special twist, like "Candy Christmas," or Wendy Summers."  I can remember when Terry and I were tyring to pick out names for our girls, we went through the entire Baby Name Book trying to pick that perfect name.  The name that felt right and would empower them to do great things.  But there has never been a greater name with more significance born into this world than the name of Jesus! 

As children of God we have something incredible to look forward to.  You see, before we were born or even formed in our mothers womb, God knew us.  The same God who formed the universe, placed every star into existance, knows every hair on our head.  One day when He comes to take His bride home, on that glorious day as we bow before our precious King, He will give us a new name.  Revelation 2:17 says, "To him who overcomes, I will give some of the hidden manna.  I will also give him a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to him who receives it."  I can't wait til that day comes and my Savior gives me a name that He picked out especially for me and is waiting to give me.  Yes, that name will have significance.

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.  He is the heartbeat of who I am.  He is my Comforter in time of need.  He is my Peace in time of war.  He is my Redeemer in my sinful life.  He is my Friend when I need someone to talk to.  He is my Rock when I need to lean on someone.  He is my Lord and Savior!  Who is He to you? 

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland,  KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Do You Have Blinders On?

This past weekend we had the opportunity to speak at a church in Monroe, North Carolina.  It was an absolutely georgeous weekend to travel.  The sun was shining and it was in the 60's.  You couldn't ask for better traveling weather.  However, in order for us to get from Eastern Kentucky to our destination we had to cross over Black Mountain which is the highest point in Kentucky.  For those of you who know me well, know that I do not like to travel over the mountain.  I get car sick and I just do not enjoy the experience at all!  Saturday morning we set out on our journey.  I had prepared myself, I was prayed up, and I was ready to go.  I have to admit, it was beautiful up on the mountain.  Even though the temperature was in the 60's, there was still about three inches of snow left on top and it made for a beautiful picture.  Well, I did fine going over.  I didn't get sick.  I was calm.  Panic averted!  UNTIL, I realized we would have to cross back over on our way home, but this time at night.  Let me set the stage for you.  Black mountain is barely a two lane road with the mountain on one side of the road and cliffs on the other side.  There are no street lights anywhere!  There is absolutely nothing along the winding stretch of 15 miles of mountain road.  So, the thought of traveling that at night TERRIFIED me!  All I could think about the entire day was how can we go back home without going over the mountain.  Now my husband, being the incredibly kind-hearted soul that he is, would have traveled five hours out of the way just to keep me from panicking.  But I couldn't do that to him.  So I knew I was going to have to just suck it up.  On our way back home, we got to the last stretch of our journey and there it was.  The mountain in front of us.  Pitch black of night.  Only prayer and our headlights to get us over.  As soon as we hit that first deep curve, I put my head in my lap and told my husband to tell me when we are on the other side.  So for the next 15 miles and what seemed like an eternity, I didn't look up once.  Needless to say, we made it over fine.  But in my terrified state, for some reason, not looking was the answer I thought would keep me safe.

Why do we do that?  Why do we, when faced with difficult decisions or tough situations, shut our eyes to it.  Like it will go away and we won't have to deal with it.  Putting my head down didn't make the trip any better.  It actually made it worse.  I was blind to everything around me.  I know I missed the lights of our vehicle shining on the glistening trees and mountain that still had lingering snow.  I bet it was beautiful!  Closing our eyes or our mind to difficult situations that we face will always make us miss something in our lives that God intended for us to see.  Maybe not physically see, but spiritually.  To get through difficult times, we have to trudge through sometimes knowing it's painful and terrifying.  But seeing our surroundings as we go through it, is important.  It's important to keep our eyes open so we don't miss an opportunity along the way to experience God's blessings through our pain.  If we go through life with blinders on, first of all, we will run into obstacles in life because we are not looking, plus we miss incredible moments, and chances are, those moments can draw experience and inspiration guided by the Holy Spirit that we can share with someone else.  There is a little plaque someone gave me that says, "The will of God will never lead you, where the grace of God cannot keep you."  God is always right there with His children.  Through the tough times and the good times.

I love the story in the Bible in Joshua 1 where God commands Joshua, after the death of Moses, to lead the Isrealites to the promised land.  God tells Joshua that He will give him every place he sets his feet, just as he had promised to Moses.  No one would be able to come against them.  He was protecting them.  Joshua 1:5 says, "As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you."  This same promise is given to us.  God is always there.  Taking us to new places.  Setting our feet on unchartered territory that sometimes to us can seem scary.  The trials and difficulties we go through can seem like we are fighting a losing battle.  But God will never leave us nor forsake us.  We have that promise!  So instead of closing our eyes or mind to the possibilities of what God wants us to see, we need to have them wide open so we don't miss anything.  It goes on in verse 6 and says, "Be strong and courageous."  Having courage is having confidence in God by the leading of His spirit.  Knowing God is right there with us, we can be confident that He will get us through.  That is what gives us peace through our circumstances.  Not shutting our eyes!

Life is always going to bring rough spots.  As long as we are on this earth, we will hit bumps in the road.  Some little bumps and some huge mountains!  But if we keep our eyes and our mind set on knowing that God is right there with us, the Holy Spirit guiding us each step of the way, we can be strong and courageous through all of life's difficulties.  One of my favorite passages of scripture is Hebrews 12:1-3 which says, "Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.  Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfector of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.  Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."  What a promise from God!  Jesus sacrificed the ultimate pain and suffering on our behalf and now He sits on the throne cheering us on to victory everytime we struggle.  Leading and guiding us through our own afflictions so we can come out on the other side giving Him the glory He so deserves!

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland,  KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/

Saturday, January 22, 2011

A Spiritual Heart Attack

For those of you who don't know me, five years ago God led our family to Eastern Kentucky on a journey with Him to minister to the needs of kids and families in a small coal mining town in the Appalachians.  While it has been very rewarding seeing God do amazing things within the people of this community, it hasn't been without trials and difficulties both personal and in ministry. 

This past week, I listened to a pastor speak on "Enlarging Our Hearts."  He was referring to the fact that as Christians we need to train ourselves for kingdom work by making room in our hearts for the brokenhearted and those in need.  We need to empty our hearts of things that cause us to lose focus and distract us from the will of God.  Our purpose as Christians should be about the things on God's heart, which is His people.  This got me thinking about our journey and how my heart has had to go through a metamorphasis of enlarging.  It reminds me of the movie "The Grinch."  The Grinch had no room in his heart for anyone but himself.  In order for him to accept the Who's and care about their needs, his heart had to enlarge in size.  Now we all know our heart can't physically expand, but in order for my heart to enlarge it's capacity, I've had to endure many spiritual heart attacks.  Those times where my arteries have been so clogged with my own struggles, my own self-centeredness, caught up in trying to do so much that I have strangled out the the oxygen-rich blood (Holy Spirit) that nourishes me and guides me and keeps me focused on why God sent us on this journey.  Have you ever done that?  Have you ever restricted the Holy Spirit to flow through you?  It affects evrything else.  You become physically drained.  Your emotions get out of whack.  Everything is off balance.   When we become so engrossed in our own struggles and get caught up in trying to do everything on our own, we starve our heart muscle of oxygen (Holy Spirit) and run the risk of spiritual death.

This time last year, my dad had triple by-pass heart surgery.  It was a very scary time for our family.  We had to stand by and watch as the one we love so much endured a painful and defenseless circumstance.  He had to have surgery or he would risk eventually having a major heart attack and possibly die. (That is something I don't want to think about.)  But he had to surrender his physical body over to the doctor who specialized in this procedure.  My dad could not fix this problem on his own.  There was nothing he could have done that would have healed his body.  He had to trust the doctor's expertise.  After the surgery there were certain things my dad had to do in order for his body to heal and things he had to change in order to stay healthy.  All of which were uncomfortable and hard to get used to.  But very necessary! 

Isn't that the way it is with us spiritually.  When we have a spiritual heart attack, don't we need to surrender our hearts to the Great Physician so He can change us and mend us.  So many times, I've tried to fix my own problems, I've tried to mend my own broken heart only to find that the pain just gets bigger and my life tends to spin out of control.  Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls." Matthew 11:28-29   Oh, what words of comfort! 

In order to heal a spiritual heart attack, in other words, to heal our hearts when we are struggling, we need to surrender ourselves and rest in the arms of our Heavenly Father.  To stay spiritually healthy, to keep us tuned in to God's will, we need to meditate on His Word and focus our eyes on Him.  We also need to LISTEN to Him and then OBEY Him. It is so easy to get caught up in the stress of everyday life, with relationships, jobs, school, and many other things.  But in order to keep us from having a spiritual heart attack, in order to enlarge our hearts to pursue the things on God's heart, we need to recognize the things that drain us spiritually, emotionally, and physically and be able to let go of them.  In Matthew 12:34b Jesus says, "For out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks."  Are you living in such a way that your heart is beating with God's heart?  Or is it out of rythmn and restricted until you can't hear or feel the heartbeat of God?  Are you truly listening to the Only One who has all the answers?  Or are you running around trying to figure things out on your own, feeling the pressure of your heart about to explode?
  
I want to encourage you. Ask yourself the questions above and determine through the leading of the Holy Spirit if you need spiritual heart surgery so the life blood can freely flow through, fill up your heart and enlarge it so you can experience all God has in store.  We need to make room in our heart to be a blessing to others.  It's important to be able to recognize the needs of those around us and then engage by meeting that need.  But the only way to do that is to keep our heart healthy.  Keep a healthy diet by reading God's Word and praying.  Understand life is hard and we need help, the help that can only come from our Heavenly Father. 

We all must do a spiritual heart check-up regularly to make sure there are no obstacles in the way, so our heart beat can keep in rythmn with God's heart beat.

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland, KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/
http://www.estherscloset.org/

Thursday, January 13, 2011

The Hope of Our Future

As my first official "blog" I wanted to write something compelling.  Something that would grab your attention, so maybe you would visit again.  Then I realized that would be selfish motives and not the reason I am posting in the first place.  So, as I sat at my desk and studied Scripture, God lovingly brought my attention to the snow falling right outside my window.  If you're like me, you are sick of the snow now!  But as I examined in my mind each flake that fell, I began to get this overwhelming feeling of just how beautiful the snow really is.  No two are the same.  Can you imagine that!  No two flakes.  Do you know how many snow flakes fall?  That's incredible!  Each one is delicately created to the size, shape, and even the precise time it should fall.  Only God could design such beauty! 

Then my wheels began turning.  My husband would tell you, in the mornings my mind goes 200 miles an hour.  I just try to keep up with it.  By mid afternoon, don't ask me to do any heavy thinking.  There is nothing left!  Anyway, I began thinking about "The Biggest Loser" T.V. show.  Confession,Yes, I am a T.V. junkie. One of my favorite shows, "The Biggest Loser".  I am drawn to the personal stories of the contestants and the transformations they go through.  It is so inspiring!  But on this past Tuesday's episode one of the contestants, Arthur, who weighed over 600 lbs. at one time, when he began his journey had a breakthrough as he was speaking to one of the trainers.  The trainer asked him how he got in the shape he was in.  Arthur told him that he had lost hope.  He had played sports in High School with the possibility of playing football with a scholarship in college.  He began hanging with the wrong crowd and everything including possible scholarships slipped away.  He lost hope for everything.  He lost hope for life.  So he slowly began killing himself through the medication of food.  You might ask, "How do people get that way?  How do they lose hope in such a way that they get in that kind of condition?"   The same way a drug addict, alcoholic, or gambler or any other addiction someone uses to try and mask hopelessnes or pain.  They try to self medicate or self indulge in what feels good for the moment so they don't have to deal with the struggles or pain they are going through.   The trainer responded by telling Arthur that he would be there with him every step of the way.  Everytime Arthur turned a corner closer to his goal, he would be there with him celebrating.  Everytime he had a rough day, he would be there to encourage and spur him on.  He would never be alone on his journey.

So as I sat in awe and wonder of the snowflakes that God so lovingly created.  I began to think about us, His children.  We are all created with uniqueness.  God planned and thought carefully of how each one of us would look, who our families would be, when and where we would be born, he even knows the number of hairs we have on our head.  I get so overwhelmed when I think about that.  As much beauty as there is in a single snowflake that drops out of the sky, when it reaches the ground eventually melts away.  Think about how He must feel when one of His children is born into this world.  We are each given unique gifts.  He has a plan and purpose for each of us.  Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper not to harm, plans to give you a hope and a future."  Wow! 

From reading God's Word, here is what I know to be true.  He loves us with an unconditional love.  He knows us inside and out.  He loves us for who we are.  In fact, He adores us so much he rejoices over us with singing (Zeph. 3:17).   Just as the trainer on "The Biggest Loser" commited to help Arthur and be there with him, I believe that God, who created us, who loves us unconditionally, is there for us through everything.  All of our trials and suffering.  All of our joys and celebrations.  All of our disappointments and feelings of hopelessness.  God is there walking us through the pain, encouraging us and spurring us on to our hope and future.  We don't have to self medicate or indulge ourselves in things that just mask our pain.  We can put all of our trust and all of our confidence in the One who rejoices over us.  The One who loves us unconditionally.  The One who is able to design something as beautiful as a snowflake, and chose us for His very own.

He tells us in His word, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." Hebrews 13:5b  If you are going through a difficult time, maybe a health issue, maybe the loss of a loved one, maybe financial struggles, marital problems, maybe you just feel like there is no hope.  Put your trust in the only One that can help you.  Go to your Heavenly Father and lay your pain and struggle at His feet.  Ask Him to hold your hand and then watch as He gently takes your hand and so lovingly walks with you each step of the way.

If you are going through a difficult time and need counseling, please talk with your minister or contact me and I will get you information to a Christian Counselor or Minister in your area.  It is important to seek help from those that can lead you to a better understanding of a relationship with Jesus Christ, the true Healer.

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Club 180 Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland, KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/
http://www.estherscloset.org/

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

The blog of my life!

Hello everyone!  I have now engaged in this blog thing.  Something I never thought I would do.  I don't have time to sit and read blogs, nor do I waste time tweeting my every move.  But I have been prompted to share my life experiences and the experiences of those I minister to in hopes that someone might read it and relate to the struggles, sorrows, or joys that life can bring. 

I do not claim to be a great writer, so I will apologize now for grammatical errors I will make.  I am not a licensed Minister, Counselor, or Psychologist.  So I will not be giving advice I can't back up.  I am however, a fourty something year old woman with life experiences, lessons learned, and hardships conquered all with the guiding hand of my Heavenly Father.  I am on a continual journey to be obedient to His leading.

You may not be interested in what I have to say or you may be bored with my post.  But if you start reading and something inside you takes hold of the words from these blogs, then erase your mind from everything else and let the Holy Spirit speak to your heart.  It may just be the words you need to hear to get you through a rough time.  It may be the words you need to help with someone else.  It may be the words you need to celebrate what Christ has done in someone's life. 

I will blog weekly with experiences from the past that God inspires me to write about or things happening right now that I feel humbled to share.  I encourage you to register and comment as you feel led.  Share your thoughts and stories with me that are similar to those I share.  Let me know how God is working through you.

As Christians, we need the love, support, encouragement, and even the rebuke of other Christ followers.  Paul's words to Timothy are so important for us today, "Preach the Word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage - with great patience and careful instruction." 2 Timothy 4:2

His Humble Servant,

Angie Burkeen
Esther's Closet Ministry
503 Main Street
Cumberland,  KY  40823
http://www.club180ministry.com/
http://www.estherscloset.org/